updated.

hi hi. happy sunday!

wakh baru lepas hantar husband ke airport petang tadi. and now i miss him :'(

we went see a doctor semalam.. cuz the dry, brown discharge was still there. dang. ultrasound RM50. cut short, doctor cakap ada sack (we saw the sack. sack tu tempat baby akan grow), but the embryo was not there. tak nampak pun kat skrin tu. of course it's a mystery *for me*. sebab nak kata miscarriage pun tak, sebab i didn't bleed red blood but sacknya empty! (whatttt).

husband and MIL were positive, cakap still early, tak nampak lagi. mom was being acceptance "anggap sebagai qada dan qadar," she said. me? i'm going to see the doctor after this and see what's going on. but sy dari dulu akan terima apa-apa kemungkinan, because whatever happens, it must be the best for me. it may be a test too. so. pray for me :)

more updates later.