the expecting me

selamat hari khamis! :)

patutnya hari ni sy masuk ofis.. tapi tadi pergi klinik, Dr. bagi MC. tapi Dr. pakar tak ada.. semua pakat cuti raya haji. haha.

oh bagi yang tak tahu, i'm expecting. as in pregnant. yay :) tapi asalnya malas nak announce kat fb/blog/orang ramai sebab very early stage. today baru 6 weeks. tapi tiba-tiba tak tahu macam mana kawan-kawan kat fb tu dapat tau. dah sorang tu teka-teka then yang lain-lain menyusul. haha. ai pulak bukan pandai nak deny so i just said, 'yeah, i'm pregnant. pray for me.' teehee.

like last night lepas balik makan sambut birthday harith tu, i realized ada some brown discharge. zomg i was freaked out. like.. apasal tiba-tiba ada brown discharge ni?! is it normal? is it not? baby, bertahan!! (at this time masih bersaiz sekecil kacang. lolx). kerisauan.

so this morning brown discharge ada lagi. tapi sikit. mcm dots gitu. freak out as i am, me + parents pergi salam medical untuk check. and as i told in the first paragraph; Dr. pakar semua cuti. haha. bagos. tapi Dr. yang ada tu check jugak. she was so nice and pretty and senyumannya manis. ahha bahagianya kalau sakit pergi jumpa Dr. macam ni :) so dia tekan-tekan abdoman semua and tanya, "sakit tak?" i said no. dah memang tak rasa sakit. hope it's a good sign.

lepas tu Dr. tu cakap tunggu lagi seminggu tengok macam mana. harus la kita ni lagi risau sebab tak tahu apa berlaku kan. sebab dia cakap, kalau scan pun masih tak akan nampak jelas because that thing is soo puny. awww.

so now i have to wait 2-3 days. tengok macam mana. sambil-sambil tu buat research kat internet. 20-30% of pregnant women ada mengalami brown discharge. it may be a symptom of implantation bleeding; atau dalam bahasa laymannya; telur tu tengah nak melekat kat dinding or something like that (kalau ada doktor kat sini, sila betulkan kalau salah). ataupun it can be a sign of miscarriage too, kalau la selepas brown discharge tu, dia keluar pulak FRESH RED BLOOD. homaigard harap-harapnya posisi sy adalah pada kes pertama *seka peluh di dahi*

kawan-kawan and blog readers, hope dapat doakan keselamatan this little thing inside of me :) harap dia ok la. walau apa pun yang berlaku, sy akan accept dengan baik. but for the meantime, let's pray sebab my friend atol cakap, today is a good day to pray. moga doa dimakbulkan. so far tak keluar dah discharge and i hope it will continue. esok lusa harus jugak ni jumpa Dr. sebab selagi tak tau, sy akan risau lebih. haha

k k. if ada kawan-kawan and blog readers pernah experience perkara macam ni, or anyone in your family pernah mengalaminya, do share it with me. sebab sy tak pakar benda-benda macam ni. till then. mari berehat.

my colleague, syida belikan ni as my early stage of expecting's present. haha. thanks, syida! laf yu mucho!