this is a pending post,
and just a little talk from my humble thought.
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| langit pada pagi 27 ramadan 1440H (1 jun 2019) |
on ramadan, people are seeking for Allah's forgiveness, doing good deeds
and also seeking for the lailatul qadr night.
we'll never know until it happens, and only Allah knows best.
the signs as stated are a few, one of them is to look at the sky in the next morning.
i did a comparison of the morning sky on usual months, on the other day of ramadan, and on the morning of 27 ramadan.
and they're definitely different. the 27th was different. wallahu a'lam.
but some say while we're all hunting for lailatul qadr,
don't be too busy looking for signs at night,
just keep praying and doing our ibadah, sincerely.
with the hope that Allah will accept our amal and ibadah, insyaAllah.
i remember that i was being too busy (doing other things) that day before/night.
i was in shah alam, and rushing back to dengkil to chase the time for terawih.
it was a bit raining, i got back late; around 9pm and faced a bit of difficulty to go to surau.
but i kept pushing myself to go and was asking 'ya Allah, while it is quite a challenge today for me to go to surau to perform my terawih (i even missed my isyak at surau because i came home late), is tonight lailatul qadr?'
it kept playing in my head.. the concept of getting something great,
one sometimes face difficulties at the beginning of the road.
and that thinking was actually motivated me.
so i just go for it and ignore all the kesusahan or the fact that i just missed the isyak at surau, or a few rakaat of terawih.
i was a bit sad that night really (because i missed a few), idk i was sad.
but alhamdulillah i felt ok later.. the gloominess just fade away.
and now while i was sitting on this chair, typing..
i am thinking how i miss ramadan on this syawal.
may be post-ramadan syndrome or something. teehee
yeah. that's basically it.
so. till then!
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